God's showing you how to keep his faith in him everyday! When you said you had a really good day when your kids had their last day of school, I think that's God's way of showing you that look: he hears all of our prayers for you and he's showing you to keep your faith in him cause he granted you a wonderful day to show you he does CARE! But then the devil likes to step in and get you all worried, with the affidavit, then you start thinking well this is it this is the start, and what am I gonna do in a year, well we just can't think that far ahead sometimes! We have to live day to day and the only way to do that is to put your faith in the LORD! So just take in all the little things of God's grace that he's showing you and keep your head up, for in the end God's will, will be done and that's the bottom line. Whether it works out or doesn't, just remember that the Lord is watching over you and as long as you do his will, you'll be better off in the end. Your family is still in my prayers, so just remember that a lot of people are helping you in your cause when you start to feel like it's going nowhere, it still is. Yours in Christ, Stephanie.