Praise be to God , and All Honour, Glory , and Power
it seems they can take everything but my Praise. Im as a man who has nothing , and yet is Told he has everything.
Im trying so hard to point everything i am to God. And to seek after Him with my whole heart. Theres something i cant grasp. Something right upon me , yet i cant seem to let go. Something is holding me , and i dont know what it is. I feel the Praise of God as im trying to sleep. I feel His Presence and i try and Let go , and let Him have all of me. But theres something that hinders me from giveing all of me. Its like the Dream i had a while back.
I was there in the dream , and across from me was God , in the form of a woman. We began to dance. Not a word was spoken , everything that was said was said without saying a word. It was that feeling , that feeling that cant be described with words. As i danced i had to focus everything on danceing with God , i had to focus on Him so that i knew where to move next in the dance. I zigged when i should have zagged , and the thing is i knew i should have zagged. She looked at me and just shook her head no , and without saying a word , said try again. So i began to wake up , half awake half asleep. Then i seen that if i want to Dance with God , i have to give my ALL. So much Love. And i tried so hard to let go of everything. But something yet hinders me . I cant put a finger on what it is. I tried to focus last night and this morning on what it is. But i cant see it.
i guess thats all il speak for now. sometimes its best to just keep your mouth shut until the storm passes. Unless your going to speak faithfully.
In my heart i have no doubt that God will bring me through this , and Help me and Use me to His Full delight. convenceing my mind is another thing. But it wont be by my strenght , or my power of will. But by His Grace and Mercy and Good Will and Power. So let Your will be done Good Lord. I will seek You Pateintly , and try my hardest to not complain. You have always been Good to me Lord , and there arent Enough Words to Thank You
Praise You Lord God , All Praise to You my Savior , my Keeper , my Teacher , my Tower of Safty , my Father and Friend. I am weak but You are Strong , I am foolish , but You are Wise. Im in darkness and dark times , but You are my Light through it all , and my holy Hope. Worthy are You of Praise Lord Jesus , for You Been Through it all , and over came.
Take Delight Lord , Take Delight in me , do as it pleases You , i will not complain , but i Praise You Lord , and will only that Your Will be done through me . Praise You Lord i Praise You Lord , Blessed be the Name of the Lord the King of Glory , Our Blessed Creator