All Praise be to God , Honor and Glory , forever and ever
thank you all for your prayers! Lord knows how it touched my heart in this lonly time.
a few hours after i posted this , i tried to sleep , because i havent slept all night. I felt the attack sort of die down. I could feel peace comeing. Little by little. After wakeing up i saw the attack was gone and there was only Peace , Praise God.
just then as i was thinking how blessed i was to have brothers and sisters to pray for me ,just then it was like an arrow was shot and went through my head. I praise God for His safety , these devils are not playing games. They kicked me out of my home.
My sis steph , thank you for your encouagement , it means so much to me. It truely does , God knows it does.
But im not that strong in the Spirit. Im not that strong at all.
God gave me a dream a while back. In the dream i was trying to lift this wieght , it was so heavy , i was useing all my strenght and both hands , and could bearly move it. Then i saw jack , he picked it up with one hand and held it over his head. Jack is the one thats strong , not me.
But God is with me. Regaudless of how i feel , i will speak in that faith and walk in it. I know God has good plans for me , God knows and satan knows. Its why hes trying so hard to kill me. He knows God is going to save many through me.
This attack wasnt just today. Ive been living in it. Day in day out. In my house , i couldnt go a day without eating the communion. When i went a little over a day , i wasnt able to sleep. When i did sleep , this one time i felt them all around , jumping around me. And one of them was playing these LOUD tones in my ears down into my soul it HURT so bad.
I feel so much sorrow now , and sadness. Because my family is still in that house . How will they ever be able to do whats good and right? The house is full of devils. My little neices and nephew are there.
if you could just say a short prayer for me , when ever you remember my name in prayer , it would mean so much to me. again , thank you all