Please pray for me. I have been really sad lately . I feel distant from everyone, even the people I love. I feel empty inside, all I love is God , but it is not my time to go home. So I must feel hope and love in a messed up world . Everyone is so different then me. I do not like to communicate with people , I close up. I need a chance to be myself and not feel so restrain. I desire human affection, but people see me as weird because I am so shy. I do not know how to communicate with the people I love. I feel more distant everyday and I am scared.