ladybug , my friend , it would not be right if i prayed for you only , and didnt talk with you to encourage you.
I know what sorts of things are coming against you. As for myself , satan would come against me time after time makeing me think that God is not going to use me. To giveing me fears to do what God wants , to makeing me afraid of God, afraid of serving Him. All sorts of unstability that is contrary to the Truth. LIES!!!!
We have to renew our minds to Gods Word , we have to read it and it helps us. Praying makes us stronger. And yes my friend , i know how you feel when you look around and see noone you can turn to for encouragement , for guidence. Noone but some people over the internet that you never met . Feeling all alone and rather scared wondering if your going to make it .
Sis , you have to stand and be strong! And there is no easy way of doing it. For the attacks of our enemy are painfull.
Therefore take up your Shield of Faith , dont mind what you feel . Did you hear me? Dont mind what you feel!!! Rather , mind the Word of God and encourage yourself in it.
The Lord is With me , i shall not be afraid. The Lord died for my sins , rose again for my justification , and that because i call on Him for forgiveness , He has made me clean.
Seek the Lord therefore , asking Him to reveal your sins that you may turn from them. Lest you decieve yourself , convinceing yourself that God is with you , when He yet has something against you.
God is Faithfull and Loveing , and desireing that we see the error in our ways , and the Truth of His Ways. So doubtless the Lord will answer this your request , and you shall see then.
Sis , you are not alone , in feeling alone. For i feel alone too. But look , God is with us! His Spirit we can feel , even the deep soundness in our hearts. Its God who will prepare us , its God who will keep us.
Sis , minister to others. I know in my heart this is what the Lord wants you to do. Encourage , exort , bless , be a friend. And dont forget to rebuke. You know what its like to be weak , therefor , with the Strenght of God , strenghten your brothers and sisters. Those around you who are afraid. Use the Sword of the Spirit to cut in sunder those doubts and fears that come against you and your loved ones. Stand strong! Be Strong , for the Lord is right there with you.
Keep reading your bible and you will grow in strenght , keep praying and you will get close to God , ask the Lord to lead you in prayer. The Father of Mercies comfort you and keep you and your family. Acording to His Rich Love through His Son Jesus Christ , amen.
