The attacks have been ruthless towards me. Only God keeps them back to a point. I know they would rip through my soul if God would let them. I feel their attacks everyday , in my sleep i have such a hard time. Even nightmares. I had a night mare a few days ago , i was in a room with these beast like men. I was with some others , these beasts were so blood thirsty , they loved to kill , it was like breathing to them. I watched as they quickly cut off a few heads of those that were with me , and one of them had claws , he grabed this guys face and smashed his head into the wall , with his claws he took out the mans eyes and quicky put them back into the mans mouth. They spoke of lifting one up above christ , they said thats where he belongs.
The attacks come in various ways , you should rejoice you know that your being attacked. Let me share with you a secret yolanda , if your fruitfull , thats all that matters. Sucess with God is so much more important than that of the world. Success with God is giveing , is helping others , is praying for others , is reading your bible , is comuning with God. You may not have much , but everyone has something. Even the woman in the temple who brought in her two cents to the alter , she gave more than they all , yet she had nothing! Dont base your success on how much money you have , but on how pleaseing to God you are. If you strive to please God , you will find that your bills do pay themselfs , some how some way God provides for all of your needs. This doesnt mean you can sit back and do nothing and expect God to bring it to you. But that He will make your ventures successfull in all you set out to do , He will guide your steps and make you fruitfull. Ask only , His Will be done.
I know from prophecy that times are going to get harder for all of us real soon. No matter how hard the times or how easy , nothing can stop you from being fruitfull , only yourself.
Remember Joseph , whom God blessed above his family. Joseph sought not to please man , but God. For joseph had favor with the one who kept him in his house. And for all that man saw joseph was a good man. There came a time when joseph was tempted with the mans wife. Now noone was around , noone would have been able to see joseph do this thing. But joseph knew that God sees everything. You know its a funny thing how things work out sometimes. Because joseph did the right thing , yet he was sent to prison , the enemy lied on him and did him wrong. But look , for everything that the enemy does against us , God will reward us double. Josephs story is so awesome and we have so much to learn from it. But learn this , that at the end joseph was rewarded double , because he was rightous and faithfull and sought to please the Lord and not man.
I dont know what your going through Yolanda , but maybe you can see something in the bible that can relate to your situation to bring you courage and strenght and joy and hope. Just keep on the right path , do what is good and right even when the only one who sees it is God.
Remember the sons of joseph
H4519
מנשּׁה
menashsheh
men-ash-sheh'
From H5382; causing to forget; Menashsheh, a grandson of jacob, also the tribe descendant from him, and its territory: - Manasseh.
H669
אפרים
'ephrayim
ef-rah'-yim
Dual of a masculine form of H672; double fruit; Ephrajim, a son of Joseph; also the tribe descended from him, and its territory: - Ephraim Ephraimites
I might bring to mind to you that in one day God brought joseph from the prison to being ruler over all egypt. It might seem well off , your double reward , but if you keep doing good and right in the sight of the Lord , one day will come and the Lord will bring that double fruit and cause you to forget all the turmoil you suffered. Praise God!
