i feel it would be better if people knew me a little better so here it goes. . ..


as a teenager my father made me go to church twice every sunday, now as a teenager "church was not my thing" but i went anyway. now i am glad i did, as i learned the scripture very well.

i later in life married and had children

at some point my father died and i tried church but none of them seemed to have a full grasp of the scripture or what i was in need of. it was very frustrating for a young man trying to find God.

at some time later being confused and lost mentally about God, i walked out into my backyard and looked up and shouted "God where are you?"
Immediatly i saw a flash vision of a dead lamb. It was like a quick photograph in clarity and then it was gone . i stood dumbfounded for quite a while afterwards in my backyard. pondering on the thing i saw.

as life went on, things for my wife and i went back to normal living for the next few months or so

- being very mobile all my life, my wife and i ended up at one point in a very small town. we had little to no money so we were living in a shack like house where the walls were visibly separating from the ceiling. it was very run down. at one point while we were living there, i picked up a bible and began daily reading, being familiar with christianity i decide i would take a few food coupons we recieved from the state and i placed them inside various small new testaments i had purchased earlier for 99 cents apiece. i figured that was the best way to give to the poor in Christs name.

while we lived in this small town i would do alot of reading and would pass out the bibles\food coupons to the homeless people around town and outside town in the major city. i was not religously in love with my religon at this point, even this is not quite right, i was not fervently religous is another way to put it i suppose. i was mearly experementing with a possible way to find God. Through christian ideals (giving to the poor) so to speak. however one must realize that my motivation to find God was pure. i was not seaking any gain or anything, just trying to find a God whom i believe existed

it was shortly after i began , seeking God, reading, praying, and helping the poor, that something very strange befell me, a type of spirit came upon me if you will, and i saw and understood many things in visions concerning men and the Creator. . . . . . . . . .



p.s. to all concerned; all posts of mine on this site are subject to all copyright laws foriegn and domestic. (i only write this conclusion since i understand some people here write books as i am currently also doing and it would be best to avoid court proceedings) furthermore, all my work is always heavily documented and protected and no one is ever allowed to profit off such things in any way, without prior permission from myself


p.s,s, and lastly to all here - the knowledge of God is free to everyone if they would simply ask Him. read, and pray

Brent