More for you to discern!

blessings upon you from the one true GOD!!!!!!! I have read the story that is on the link you sent me. When she described the burning she felt on her skin....it is the same way with me...Just weeks after The Angel of the Lord first visited me, I had some very terrible burning all over my body. First in the hospital I was in...It was as if Satan himself was attacking me. I was told that there was no heaven but only a hell. I was told that I would have to kill my 4 children. I heard things that a person should not here from an angel...for he made me believe that I was listening to an angel from heaven. I was so scared. I thought that God made all people go to hell and it was not a place you want to be at. It got so bad that I felt paranoid all the time. I was afraid to be around my family and friends for Satan was trying to make me think that he was Jesus...yes that is right! Jesus was not like the Jesus I had come to know over the years. Some days my body would have burning spots all over my body and sometimes I would have pressure on my head so bad that I thought my skull would be crushed. One time I awoke in the middle of the night and was made to stand and I felt like there was a rope around my neck with great pressure. I was told that I could not move and I had to hold my arms out for a long time..On several occasions ( I am not proud of this) I was forced to commit suicide. I overdosed on benedryl and motrin. There were several times when I was told that I should not only be dead but there should have been damage done to several organs...I never had any damage done to my body!!!!!!! Later God revealed scripture that pertained to my situation: Mark 16:15-18. Slowly I have been healed of all the Hell that Satan put me through. God strengthened my Spirit over and over again. If I had known what I would have to suffer and God had given me the choice ahead of time to decide if I would be one of his servants I would have said no up until several months ago. But now I would say yes!!!!!!! I know God understands how I feel about it and has given me forgiveness for the sins I have committed. He loves us so much and does not want even one of his children to perish. I can not tell you what joy I felt the first time I heard the voice of Jesus...First I heard the voice just in my head and then He actually spoke through me to my husband...then I felt terrible pain when I ( Jesus) accused my husband of cheating on me the day before. I had no idea that he had done this to me....but I tell you...I did not only feel my pain but also the pain that Jesus felt. It was indescribable. (Jesus was such a comfort to me and he said that He would never leave me completely. I was told that it was going to seam like forever but that it would not be forever. I do not know for sure why Satan was aloud to be with me in the way he was...but I think God was testing me like he tested Job. There were times when I would see visions of spirits that were angels from heaven. One thing that I understand about other visions is that they were there as a sign that I would be with them in heaven for I saw some of the 12 apostles. Brace yourself because I am going to tell you a secret from God and that secret would astound even the most devout Christian.would God revealed to me yesterday that the book of 2 John was a letter addressed to me from John himself whom God had given the fore-knowledge about me. God knew even then what he would do through me and told John about me. What an amazing discovery. Thank the Lord for the many blessings he will give to his elect.

May God send many of his righteous angels to protect and strengthen you and your loved ones,

Christine