from my understanding , no man can choose his place in Christ.
Many are called but few are chosen. Many are called into God , many called to be prophets. You cant choose to be a prophet , niether can you choose to be an apostle. Its God who chooses our places. The only thing we can do is choose to obey. Its God who ordains , who annoints with His Spirit for His Work ,that He made each of us for. We cant decide what God made us for , for God decided before He made the World. So its pointless to seek to be this or that. Just seek to do Gods will , and ask Him to open your eyes to what that is.
There is a common calling in the Body of Christ. A calling that everyone of us must do. Let us focus on that calling. Even to do as Jesus Teaches. For this no doubt is pleaseing to God.
I think also that if we dont focus on that calling to do as Jesus Teaches us. Then we are as the men seen in my dream. Building that wall with no morter and upon no foundation.
Jesus says ,
Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock:
And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.
And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand:
And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it.