Hello, my first post here, but I`ve been reading Ray`s prophecies for two years now.

Before anything, I have to say I`m not a prophet of any kind, I`m just a regular 18 y.o guy. However, for the past few years I`ve been feeling very strangely. I feel that the Lord really called me. I just simply can`t stop thinking about Jesus, Father or the Holy Spirit. I`m obsessed with God. Positively, of course .

First of all, I stopped going to church. I used to be a Catholic who though that everything you had to do is to go to church on Sundays. I didn`t read the Bible of course.

Since I go to some kind of a high school (in Croatia called Gimnazija, after the latin word gymnasium) where all the "smart" kids go, I`m constantly surrounded by atheists and God mockers. They believe the evolution and I feel very depressed about it. I just don`t have anyone to speak with about our wonderful God, except my 2 best friends, who are kinnda listening to me, but not always.

I tell them to read the Bible, but they just don`t listen. They rather perfer Rock music, or even worse: techno.They go out on fridays, partying and drinking. I used to be a slave to this kind of things, but, thanks to the Lord, I`m starting to get out of this world. It`s not easy, it`s really painful, especially when my parents think I`m a lunatic. But, who cares, if God is with you, who can be against you, right ?

Well, considering my dream a couple of days ago:

I had a dream of being in the garden of my house at the seasight. Suddenly, a big snake came out of nowhere, and started chasing me. I was very affarid of it. I was running as fast as I could. Boy was I scared. Then, all at once, I stood in front of it and yelled: "in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, leave me alone". The snake dissapeared, and I woke up.

I feel that this dream was a warning from the Lord to stop sinning, and stand up for Him. I sin quite alot by being affraid to stand in public for our Lord. Especially science classes, philosophy and the subjects that mock God. I also sin in lusting for women, and I just can`t control it, it`s destroying me. I always remember the words of Paul about not wanting to do the things of the flesh.

Thank you for your time
jUrkY

All power, honor and glory go to the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit

Hello jurky,

I understand what you mean about identifying with what the Paul wrote in Romans.

The Lord used a book to explain to me that the Christian life is not about willpower, trying to control the flesh, but about agreeing with what the Lord has said and done.

The Lord is able to put our flesh to death if we will let him.

The book the Lord had be read is called The Normal Christian Life. It was written by a Chinese believer named Watchman Nee, and is predominantly a study of Romans.

You can find an electronic copy online at: http://worldinvisible.com/library/nee/nchrlife/

I don't advocate the worldinvisible.com website itself, but only as a place to find a copy of this book.

I believe it can help you a great deal if you'd like to read it.

-
Noah Kinderknecht

jurky wrote:


Jurky:
Know that Jesus loves you and because of his love for you He will communicate with you by His Spirit, in dreams, and in visions. In the dream you describe, you are in a place you think is safe and pleasant, but what you have thought was safe is not. You have not learned yet who you are in Christ Jesus. Get into a church and under sound biblical teaching. Disciple yourself. Know the Word of God, the Holy Bible, for yourself. Those things you see and hear, pray and intercede over those things far more than you act or say. Pray that the Lord finds you a mentor, one who can pastor you, teach you, hear you, and encourage you in the things of God.

Those people with whom you go to school, pray for them only. Live your life in front of them. Pursue a life in Christ. Be willing to be silent until the Lord makes you sure in Him. It is irony that the Lord will use your silence and a well placed word to have the most dramatic effects. St. Paul did not preach on every street corner. He found the right people and the right timing for his words to have the greatest impact.

You are young and zealous. Pursue God and His wisdom. Seek after the kingdom of God for yourself in your life first. Everything else will fall into place.

Peace on you, your household, and your nation. I pray God gives you wisdom, peace, and understanding. Amen.