Good afternoon,
I was wondering is anyone else feeling the sense of urgency...maybe that not the right word. It is kinda of like someone has told me a huge secret, but is leaving hints all over, and noone else really sees!
How do I explain this? I can see that things are going wrong QUICKLY and that JESUS is coming soon! and there is a need to prepare... in preparing I mean for the time before He returns, and for those who will be left behind afterward.
God gave me an assignment in September 2004 to write a book. But this is not just any book....It took awhile, but I finished it...now what? He gave me this unbeleivable list of people to send copies to, and I have sent some. While everyone who has read it says its good... I really expected it to take off... and it hasn't. I dont mean in a way so that everyone can say how great I am, but that we will see what needs to be done, and the very little time we have left to accomplish it. I have a box of them in my office.... what do I do now?
In July of '05 in a wednedsay night service, the Lord spoke to me and said that:
"Like Joseph, you have been given the knowledge and the truth to prepare the people for famine. If you don't, many will die, not just physically, but spiritually, eternally, forever.
It seems like most of my waking moments are preoccupied with setting aside provisions and learning more about evasion, and escape. DOnt get me wrong, I dont have a spirit of fear, but a real sense of a need to preapre.
I have hd this dream like we (Chrsitians, unsaved too) are all in a house with many levels and the devil has set bombs throughout the structure. They are smoking or beeping and counting down out load 10, 9, 8,.... or displaying it. There are only a VERY few who even notice, and of those who do, they are too distracted by what they are doing in the room, laughing, reading, listening to music. Some look right at it, and say its a fake. Others dont notice but just complain about the smoke and ask "who is talking?"
Meanwhile Satan is laughing...
I know this is a lot for one posting... but I need to know I am not nuts...
Does anyone see what I see? Hear what I hear? Feel what I feel?
Monique