I knew this prophet once. He was talking with me about some demons that were comeing against me. I was talking with him about the problems ive been haveing , and he would tell me the secrets of my heart.
When i went to pray , i prayed against these spirits , i prayed and i asked God to cast the demons that were comeing against me in the pit , so they wouldnt bother me no more. I spoke faithfully and truely believed that the Lord had given me what i asked. I even spoke it and commanded them in the name of Jesus to go there.
A couple days went by and i talked with the prophet again , and told him that the demons that were comeing against me before are now in the pit , that God put them there for me , ( for i spoke faithfully about it) . The prophet let me know that they were still there. And i became ashamed. I was so ashamed for haveing faith in God for this , i became so angry with myself , and i hardly ever wanted to have faith again.
After days went by , and in that season i learned a great and valuble lesson. That satan is a blessing to us, and that God has His perposes for everything , even devils . And although i prayed and had faith and called things that be not as thought they were. I spoke all this contrary to Gods will.
And so what then should i say to God? Are we not commanded that the first thing we ask God is that His will should be done? So what then? Humble yourself and continue to pray that Gods will be done in your life. These things happen to all of us my brother , and its painfull , its shamefull to us. Even though we should not be ashamed for at least streatching out and believeing , it still gets to us , but dont let it keep you down , dont be angry with God , that will get you nowhere , you know that my Friend ..
Surely God has a plan for your situation , i cant hardly tell you what that is , but you can be sure that His Eyes are on the Faithfull , and He will do you good. Just be patient and wait for the Lord. Doubtless He will clear things up for you.