In Dec 97 I had a vision of the virgin Mary while in a hotel room. She was dressed in blue and white and she didn't say anything but only appeared to me.

I've been getting attacks by demons just before falling asleep completely. One time, again in a hotel room (my husband use to work on the road alot, he is a lineman), I felt something go into me.. in my belly area. These attacks are usually on my belly area.

About 3 years ago, I gave my heart to the Lord and one day, while in bed, I felt something go out of me.. out of my back area. I'm still having these attacks and it feels like something is trying to get in.

I've since had a dream from the Lord who showed me I was pregnant with twins.. I remember telling him I didn't know who the father was because i've been separated for aprx 3 years and alone. He didn't reply but only comforted me in his loving arms.

Then, it came to me that he was telling me that he didn't know if he was or the enemie was the father?? Wisdom & Understanding is what is not yet born I think but I'm still unsure.

Any comments would be appreciated. Thanks.

Hello Annie,

I am concerned that you may not realise that the vision you say you had of mother mary and then of demons harrassing you, coming into your belly etc. is all demonic seduction and attacks against you to beleive a LIE. It's all the same source. The manny Mary apparitions, on her own or floating around in the sky with Jesus, appearances with the SUN spinning, healing at Lourdes, children in trances getting messages and seeing her etc.

(Some may be done with satelite technology and holographic images... as a pre curser to a false "second coming of Jesus" / anti-christ by the New World Goverment alter on. It could be the means whereby the false prophet will bring fire down from heaven in the sight of all and many will be amazed and worship the 666 "Beast")

Miriam the REAL mother of Yeshua of Nazareth does NOT and never did appear to real disciples of Yeshua after her death. This is a totaly Roman Catholic miracle / phenomenon / deception of the masses as well as their other LYING doctines of devils about transubstantiation of the communion elements, the priests having power to call Jesus down from heaven whenever they want into the sun wafers and wine etc. With casting spells and waving of hands and ceremonial robes... it's ALL WITCHCRAFT at their alter tables!

This is not in the bible. The early church / assembly of beleivers did NOT have any such priests or things... it is all man made. Every beleiver is a saint and a priest. They are promoting a pagan form of temple worship and ritual which is tempting to the human flesh which wants something to see to beleive in. How would the millions of Roman catholics survive if they suddenly did not have a building or an official father / priest to help them? It is a falsity that has deceived multitudes that they are "saved" through "belonging" to the Roman Church. Under the Pope it is the greatest and strongest cult on earth, a home and "Christian" FRONT for demonic power... the anti-christ spirit. Even high archbishops have admitted "The smoke of Satan has entered the Vatican" All good Popes have been murdered... it's history!

You have said (here or elsewhere on your posts) that you could read minds and were brought up in the Roman Catholic church. You've come here crying out for help... to what should be a prophectic community. Be aware that not all the people who post here are much better in my view... in fact Satan will send in wolves to try and attack and disturb the true beleivers. I would suggest that you need to let all this go now by repenting and rejecting Catholicism., and your other dabblings which you have mentioned. It's ALL OCCULT because it's all forbidden and warned about in the Bible. Please make a clean start with the concepts of what the true God and Faith in His Son is all about... as I will try to explain...

First see that not all that says it's the church or represents Jesus, really does. Certainly the Roman version is not the true church / assembly of Yeshua the Messiah of Israel anyway... but the great "apostacy" that was to come. She divorced herself and her adherants from the LAws of God / YAHVEH a long time ago and still rejects HIM thereby.

They are "lawless ones"

They forbid and killed people who obey the 4th commandment and made SUN day the official Sabbath. Sun worship is what the Roman church is really all about... see the SUN wafers to eat on SUN days.

They also left out the 2nd commandment about making idols and bowing down to them. The Pope kisses plaster statues of Mary in blue and white robes... and bows DOWN. This is IDOLATRY. Forbidden by the Gos of Israel. So their god is not the true God.

Beware. They initiate people into these things as children. Were you "baptised" into the Roman Catholic Church? You need to be baptised into the name of the Father, YAHVEH, His Son YESHUA and the Holy Spirit and BELONG to them only.

She, the harlot, has destroyed millions of souls with her false teachings of pray to mary as the mother of god, the co-redemptrist, and statues, rosary beeds, bleeding and oily statues and hands etc. (see Babylon the Harlot / whore church decked in jewels and red and purple with a cup of the blood of the martyrs in the Book of Revelations)

I dread the thought that such things are now making appearances into the modern new age churches and gaining acceptance as "miracles" from God

I am not criticizing you. You have obviously gone through a personal hell to get to where you are today. The Lord... Father YAHVEH obviously is calling you out of the Babylonian religious system... including the thousands of Jesus cum Christmas pagan denominations.

May I suggest you go to my Youtube page / channel and see what I am trying to share there about the True "God". If you identify with the God of Israel... Yahveh and His beloved son .... YAHSHUAH's salvation... that is Yeshua... meaning "He will save us from our sins".. then you will be able to get your soul, mind, spirit and even body lined up with the Truth of the Bible and the Holy Ruach Spirit of the Father.

I am sick and tired of years of trying to wake people up to these basic truths... for most prefer to stick to their Jesus only religion and deny the last days restoration of Israel and the Holy Names movement. I have been accused of heresy and causing division in the body of Christ by calling Him what the angel GAbriel told Mary to call Him!!! This just shows how deceived millions of Christians are. They do not even know the true name of God. They do not even realise He is the God / Elohim of Israel!

This gross ignorance causes personal inner upheaval and denial when the Truth comes along...as I am trying to share here.

How else can we be truly saved than by calling on the "NAME" of YAHVEH and His Son YESHUA? He wants us Gentiles to come into the knowledge of the truth about these things and out of our Greek / Western MENTAL concepts of Him. Converted Gentiles must stop thinking they have replaced Israel Paul said we were grafted IN! Yehsu said He wanted to gather other sheep into His Flock!

ALSO... Please ask the Father to fill you with His Holy Spirit. Then learn to obey His voice and leading in all things. The anointing will set you free of all this religious and demonic confusion.

Much love to you in Yeshua's name... and I'm glad you shared here and asked for feedback.

Maybe this is not what you wanted???? No I am not a kook... but a genuine married woman of 61 who has trod a lonely but faithful road with Jesus as my saviour until I was filled with the holy Spirit 30 years ago and began to be taught by the Lord Himself (as the Holy Spirit in me) how deceived I had been in the "Counterfeit church" and why I had been under attack with depression and suicide thoughts. Satan wanted to destroy me from becoming an Overcomer" of the world, the flesh and the devil.

Years of dissapointments followed as the song writing and healing ministry He gave me was ignored by pastors. There was so little opportunity to share anything in organised church systems. I finally left and wait on the Lord by myself, as I have always done anyway. He continues to give me songs and prophesies now and again when I'm praying and worshipping and tells me to share these things.

After many years I have started, on Youtube and here... (with 3 prophesies and comments and my Testimony) I haven't been able to face the video cameras yet. it is hard for me too. It can be a very lonely road for those who are called to serve. The wolves in churches make sure you are not seen or heard. The only way is to start a new group... and so it goes. They then become jealous and controlling of new ones who come in with ministries or something to share. It can take time... but eventually is you are not received you have to leave. we can never go wrong if we truly wait on the Lord and stay in a humble , teachable state... read the Bible, worship and confess our sins etc.

Please!!!! let no one else who reads this post, criticise what I have shared here or on Youtube about the Sacred Names of YAHVEH and YESHUA or the calling and covenants of Israel that God has so kindly allowed us INTO!!!! If anyone reading this has a problem with it then maybe you need to humble yourself. See the article under "Miscellaneous" and prophecy about Yahveh wanting a Higher level of Holiness... that I posted recently.

Honestly, if anyone has a problem with that... then they have a problem with the Father. That's all I can say.

I have been through my own years of hell with only one or two other friends "in the wildernes" to saher with... questioning, doubting, praying, worshiping on my face, dealing with inner agony and fear already, giving everything I have and am to the Father... and don't NEED soulish opinions and judgements from any who have not done the same.

We may not all agree on everything but please, don't shoot the other soldiers. I am not confident in myself... only in the One I love. Take it to the LORD ELOHIM of ISRAEL and ask Him. It's all there in our Hebrew scriptures. (See Ephesians and Romans 9-11 etc)

Accepting what the Holy Spirit has shown me is mind racking. It has to be a revelation of Truth... beyond the mind and mental powers... which, like a computer can say over and over, doesn't make sence, DELETE! Because it's NOT taught or promoted by the thousands of Gentile denominations and ministers who should know. The Word of God / Yahveh is the Light that can break through our darkness and mind conditioning and religious pride. Yet only if we are willing. He never FORCES anyone to do anything.

I had a lot of PRE conditioning with Baptist theology... much of which was good... but they reject the Baptism of the Holy Spirit and speaking in tongues and healing etc. My mother was horrified when I tried to share with her what I was experiencing. She stopped having me and my family for the usual "Sunday lunch". She went into a sort of denial of it... even anger when I tried to share anything I had found out for myself. This is religious brainwashing and control... hatred of those who chllenge man made doctrines with the Reality... as the Holy Spirit presents it.

The Pharisees HATED Yeshua and "plotted how to get rid of him". It's the same today. The false apostles and miracle workers are the STARS people flock to and shower with money $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ !!!!!!!!!!!!!! whilst often the anointed ones are accused of all sorts of things or just ignored because they have taken the "lower seats" in the church waiting to be asked to help minister to the people.

The main problem has been the different culture and mindsets we are brought up in. It takes a lot of pain and persistance to go against the flow of mainstream Christianity to find the truth. Even then the flesh is weak and resistant to it... (flesh versus your heart / spirit) but the Father will bring you through if you call on His name.

Please, please my dear, don't reject what I have shared with you too lightly... at least pray about it. I am a servant of the Most High (Yahveh) and live to serve His people of the New Covenant Israel... His Bride... all those Jews and Gentiles who accept and partake of the Marriage Cup of the New Covenent that Yeshua made with representatives of Israel 2000 years ago. (His disciples and thousands of other Jews who accepted him and many still today... this is His faithful "remnant")

May Adoinai / our God Elohim bless and keep you... please see my Youtube site... the link is below..

There are many interesting videos to watch on my playlists to view if interested. Just click see "All"

Join the faithful remnant... reject the Roman church, spit it out of your mouth and thank your God that He has preserved you and called you unto Himself. but you CANNOT mix the Truth with the Lie... the Light with the Darkness, the Holy Spirit with Satan and his deceiving spirits.

Above all be patient. People don't answer my posts her straight away either... but I don't necessarily want them to. I don't answer many myself. I only come in occassionaly. You can see from the "counts" if anyone is reading your posts... so just leave it with the LORD and be content in Him. He may not WANT anyone to answer you????? Or just me at the moment ???? I don't know.

Don't EXPECT anything from anyone... and you won't be dissapointed! That's what I have learnt. We all are growing... we all need healing and restoration in His LOVE!

Set an example. Find the Truth and treasure it in your heart... your spirit. from there comes all Life and Revelation to your mind.
Amen.

For sure my heart goes out to you to... I will also answer one of your other posts when I have time... but do be patient... people don't revolve around you or I... and don't have to jump when we suddenly appear. Sometimes someone will answer a post with a personal reply not seen on the Forum. Just wait and accept... I am trying to help you... I only have a couple of friends myself!

Write back or privatly if you want to ask anything of me.

P.S. >>>>>>>>> You said...

"he didn't know if he was or the enemie was the father..."

This is obvioussly not the real Jesus speaking to you in a vision dream... is God confused about such a thing? You need to really get into the bible, plead the blood of Yeshua and ask Father Yahveh to cover you with angelic protection etc. Psalm 91 Be filled with the Holy Spirit and sing to Him. When you worship Father God... Yahveh that is.... a light issues forth from you and drives back the darkness" Say the LORD's Prayer. "Deliver me from evil!!!"
Pray and cast out anything in your belly area that is of darkness and thoroughly renounce the effects of Catholic doctrine and initiation into their mystery religion. If you don't perceive or understand how evil it is.. consider the millions of people they murdered in "Jesus's" name and especially the rampant pedeophillia that is still being exposed.

Bessings from Susan / Shoshanna in Australia. Link to my Youtube is...

[http://www.youtube.com/user/CelestialRevelations]
[Hello Annie,

I am concerned that you may not realise that the vision you say you had of mother mary and then of demons harrassing you, coming into your belly etc. is all demonic seduction and attacks against you to beleive a LIE. It's all the same source. The manny Mary apparitions, on her own or floating around in the sky with Jesus, appearances with the SUN spinning, healing at Lourdes, children in trances getting messages and seeing her etc.

(Some may be done with satelite technology and holographic images... as a pre curser to a false "second coming of Jesus" / anti-christ by the New World Goverment alter on. It could be the means whereby the false prophet will bring fire down from heaven in the sight of all and many will be amazed and worship the 666 "Beast")

Miriam the REAL mother of Yeshua of Nazareth does NOT and never did appear to real disciples of Yeshua after her death. This is a totaly Roman Catholic miracle / phenomenon / deception of the masses as well as their other LYING doctines of devils about transubstantiation of the communion elements, the priests having power to call Jesus down from heaven whenever they want into the sun wafers and wine etc. With casting spells and waving of hands and ceremonial robes... it's ALL WITCHCRAFT at their alter tables!

This is not in the bible. The early church / assembly of beleivers did NOT have any such priests or things... it is all man made. Every beleiver is a saint and a priest. They are promoting a pagan form of temple worship and ritual which is tempting to the human flesh which wants something to see to beleive in. How would the millions of Roman catholics survive if they suddenly did not have a building or an official father / priest to help them? It is a falsity that has deceived multitudes that they are "saved" through "belonging" to the Roman Church. Under the Pope it is the greatest and strongest cult on earth, a home and "Christian" FRONT for demonic power... the anti-christ spirit. Even high archbishops have admitted "The smoke of Satan has entered the Vatican" All good Popes have been murdered... it's history!

You have said (here or elsewhere on your posts) that you could read minds and were brought up in the Roman Catholic church. You've come here crying out for help... to what should be a prophectic community. Be aware that not all the people who post here are much better in my view... in fact Satan will send in wolves to try and attack and disturb the true beleivers. I would suggest that you need to let all this go now by repenting and rejecting Catholicism., and your other dabblings which you have mentioned. It's ALL OCCULT because it's all forbidden and warned about in the Bible. Please make a clean start with the concepts of what the true God and Faith in His Son is all about... as I will try to explain...

First see that not all that says it's the church or represents Jesus, really does. Certainly the Roman version is not the true church / assembly of Yeshua the Messiah of Israel anyway... but the great "apostacy" that was to come. She divorced herself and her adherants from the LAws of God / YAHVEH a long time ago and still rejects HIM thereby.

They are "lawless ones"

They forbid and killed people who obey the 4th commandment and made SUN day the official Sabbath. Sun worship is what the Roman church is really all about... see the SUN wafers to eat on SUN days.

They also left out the 2nd commandment about making idols and bowing down to them. The Pope kisses plaster statues of Mary in blue and white robes... and bows DOWN. This is IDOLATRY. Forbidden by the Gos of Israel. So their god is not the true God.

Beware. They initiate people into these things as children. Were you "baptised" into the Roman Catholic Church? You need to be baptised into the name of the Father, YAHVEH, His Son YESHUA and the Holy Spirit and BELONG to them only.

She, the harlot, has destroyed millions of souls with her false teachings of pray to mary as the mother of god, the co-redemptrist, and statues, rosary beeds, bleeding and oily statues and hands etc. (see Babylon the Harlot / whore church decked in jewels and red and purple with a cup of the blood of the martyrs in the Book of Revelations)

I dread the thought that such things are now making appearances into the modern new age churches and gaining acceptance as "miracles" from God

I am not criticizing you. You have obviously gone through a personal hell to get to where you are today. The Lord... FAther YAHVEH obviously is calling you out of the Babylonian religious system... including the thousands of Jesus cum Christmas pagan denominations.

May I suggest you go to my Youtube page / channel and see what I am trying to share there about the True "God". If you identify with the God of Israel... Yahveh and His beloved son .... YAHSHUAH's salvation... that is Yeshua... meaning "He will save us from our sins".. then you will be able to get your soul, mind, spirit and even body lined up with the Truth of the Bible and the Holy Ruach Spirit of the Father.

I am sick and tired of years of trying to wake people up to these basic truths... for most prefer to stick to their Jesus only religion and deny the last days restoration of Israel and the Holy Names movement. I have been accused of heresy and causing division in the body of Christ by calling Him what the angel GAbriel told Mary to call Him!!! This just shows how deceived millions of Christians are. They do not even know the true name of God. They do not even realise He is the God / Elohim of Israel!

This gross ignorance causes personal inner upheaval and denial when the Truth comes along...as I am trying to share here.

How else can we be truly saved than by calling on the "NAME" of YAHVEH and His Son YESHUA? He wants us Gentiles to come into the knowledge of the truth about these things and out of our Greek / Western MENTAL concepts of Him. Converted Gentiles must stop thinking they have replaced Israel Paul said we were grafted IN! Yehsu said He wanted to gather other sheep into His Flock!

ALSO... Please ask the Father to fill you with His Holy Spirit. Then learn to obey His voice and leading in all things. The anointing will set you free of all this religious and demonic confusion.

Much love to you in Yeshua's name... and I'm glad you shared here and asked for feedback.

Maybe this is not what you wanted???? No I am not a kook... but a genuine married woman of 61 who has trod a lonely but faithful road with Jesus as my saviour until I was filled with the holy Spirit 30 years ago and began to be taught by the Lord Himself (as the Holy Spirit in me) how deceived I had been in the "Counterfeit church" and why I had been under attack with depression and suicide thoughts. Satan wanted to destroy me from becoming an Overcomer" of the world, the flesh and the devil.

Years of dissapointments followed as the song writing and healing ministry He gave me was ignored by pastors. There was so little opportunity to share anything in organised church systems. I finally left and wait on the Lord by myself, as I have always done anyway. He continues to give me songs and prophesies now and again when I'm praying and worshipping and tells me to share these things.

I have started on Youtube and here... (with 3 prophesies and comments and my Testimony) I haven't been able to face the video cameras yet. it is hard for me too. It can be a very lonely road for those who are called to serve. The wolves in churches make sure you are not seen or heard. The only way is to start a new group... and so it goes. They then become jealous and controlling of new ones who come in with ministries or something to share. It can take time... but eventually is you are not received you have to leave. we can never go wrong if we truly wait on the Lord and stay in a humble , teachable state... read the Bible, worship and confess our sins etc.

[b]Please!!!! let none criticise what I have shared here or on Youtube about the Sacred Names of YAHVEH and YESHUA or the calling and covenants of Israel that God has so kindly allowed us INTO!!!! If anyone reading this has a problem with it then maybe you need to humble yourself. See the article under "Miscellaneous" and prophecy about Yahveh wanting a Higher level of Holiness... that I posted recently.

Honestly, if anyone has a problem with that... then they have a problem with the Father. That's all I can say.[/b]

I have been through my own years of hell with only one or two other friends "in the wildernes" to saher with... questioning, doubting, praying, worshiping on my face, dealing with inner agony and fear already, giving everything I have and am to the Father... and don't NEED soulish opinions and judgements from any who have not done the same.

We may not all agree on everything but please, don't shoot the other soldiers. I am not confident in myself... only in the One I love. Take it to the LORD ELOHIM of ISRAEL and ask Him. It's all there in our Hebrew scriptures. (See Ephesians and Romans 9-11 etc)

Accepting what the Holy Spirit has shown me is mind racking. It has to be a revelation of Truth... beyond the mind and mental powers... which, like a computer can say over and over, doesn't make sence, DELETE! Because it's NOT taught or promoted by the thousands of Gentile denominations and ministers who should know. The Word of God / Yahveh is the Light that can break through our darkness and mind conditioning and religious pride. Yet only if we are willing. He never FORCES anyone to do anything.

I had a lot of PRE conditioning with Baptist theology... much of which was good... but they reject the Baptism of the Holy Spirit and speaking in tongues and healing etc. My mother was horrified when I tried to share with her what I was experiencing. She stopped having me and my family for the usual "Sunday lunch". She went into a sort of denial of it... even anger when I tried to share anything I had found out for myself. This is religious brainwashing and control... hatred of those who chllenge man made doctrines with the Reality... as the Holy Spirit presents it.

The Pharisees HATED Yeshua and "plotted how to get rid of him". It's the same today. The false apostles and miracle workers are the STARS people flock to and shower with money $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ !!!!!!!!!!!!!! whilst often the anointed ones are accused of all sorts of things or just ignored because they have taken the "lower seats" in the church waiting to be asked to help minister to the people.

The main problem has been the different culture and mindsets we are brought up in. It takes a lot of pain and persistance to go against the flow of mainstream Christianity to find the truth. Even then the flesh is weak and resistant to it... (flesh versus your heart / spirit) but the Father will bring you through if you call on His name.

Please, please my dear, don't reject what I have shared with you too lightly... at least pray about it. I am a servant of the Most High (Yahveh) and live to serve His people of the New Covenant Israel... His Bride... all those Jews and Gentiles who accept and partake of the Marriage Cup of the New Covenent that Yeshua made with representatives of Israel 2000 years ago. (His disciples and thousands of other Jews who accepted him and many still today... this is His faithful "remnant")

May Adoinai / our God Elohim bless and keep you... please see my Youtube site... the link is below..

There are many interesting videos to watch on my playlists to view if interested. Just click see "All"

Join the faithful remnant... reject the Roman church, spit it out of your mouth and thank your God that He has preserved you and called you unto Himself. but you CANNOT mix the Truth with the Lie... the Light with the Darkness, the Holy Spirit with Satan and his deceiving spirits.

Above all be patient. People don't answer my posts her straight away either... but I don't necessarily want them to. I don't answer many myself. I only come in occassionaly. You can see from the "counts" if anyone is reading your posts... so just leave it with the LORD and be content in Him. He may not WANT anyone to answer you????? Or just me at the moment ???? I don't know.

Don't EXPECT anything from anyone... and you won't be dissapointed! That's what I have learnt. We all are growing... we all need healing and restoration in His LOVE!

Set an example. Find the Truth and treasure it in your heart... your spirit. from there comes all Life and Revelation to your mind.
Amen.

For sure my heart goes out to you to... I will also answer one of your other posts when I have time... but do be patient... people don't revolve around you or I... and don't have to jump when we suddenly appear. Sometimes someone will answer a post with a personal reply not seen on the Forum. Just wait and accept... I am trying to help you... I only have a couple of friends myself!

Write back or privatly if you want to ask anything of me.

P.S. >>>>>>>>> You said...

"he didn't know if he was or the enemie was the father..."

This is obvioussly not the real Jesus speaking to you in a vision dream... is God confused about such a thing? You need to really get into the bible, plead the blood of Yeshua and ask Father Yahveh to cover you with angelic protection etc. Psalm 91 Be filled with the Holy Spirit and sing to Him. When you worship Father God... Yahveh that is.... a light issues forth from you and drives back the darkness" Say the LORD's Prayer. "Deliver me from evil!!!"
Pray and cast out anything in your belly area that is of darkness and thoroughly renounce the effects of Catholic doctrine and initiation into their mystery religion. If you don't perceive or understand how evil it is.. consider the millions of people they murdered in "Jesus's" name and especially the rampant pedeophillia that is still being exposed.

Bessings from Susan / Shoshanna in Australia. Link to my Youtube is...

[http://www.youtube.com/user/CelestialRevelations]

I think I'm in the wrong site for support. Judgement is all I felt from you and I stopped reading after I felt attacked. I think anyone would. Maybe you need to ask for the mantle of humility and get rid of "pride" to offer real help.

For your information.. I am very strong in the Lord and I'm not a Catholic anymore. I actually believe the Pope is the anti-Christ so you can stop those attacks. If I wasn't born again Christian.. after getting that blow, this e-mail certainly would not have changed my mind but only pushed me away further.

You can believe what it is you want but that dream I had about being pregnant with twins WAS from Jesus.. my shepperd know my voice and I knew his touch as well (LOVE). As for Mary, I taught of it being from the devil and it's very possible.. but then what if she appeared to me for another reason? and was from God? What if all this put together God is really trying to show me what part of the body I am? Anyway, I don't think we are going to get anywhere.. I came here to try to find a few answers and peace.. all I'm finding is judgment and pointing the finger. Thanks but no thanks!

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Susan777 wrote:


Greetings Sister Susan:

I am a Priest, though not Roman. Even though I am not a Roman Catholic, I AM a Jesuit trained Roman Catholic Theologian. i'm not Roman, because i disagree on some important points of doctrine with Rome, but I DO know what I'm talking about regarding Roman theology and tradition.

I know you were trying to help our Sister above, but sorry, there is so much incorrect about your post, it would take decades to disabuse you of these misconceptions. So if I may be bold, Ellen G. White was wrong about nearly everything. Her disciples remain wrong to this day.

Historically it is not possible to intelligently speak about anything like a "Roman Catholic Church" before the 7th or 8th century, so I would like to refer you to the very earliest Christian commentaries on Scripture. Please read the commentaries of the Apostolic Fathers to see how those PERSONALLY TAUGHT BY THE APOSTLES interpreted the Scriptures.

Then you might peruse the writings of the Pre-nicene Fathers as well. You will NOT be reading Roman Catholic theology here, but Christian leaders VERY CLOSE to the founding of the Church (not the Roman church, mind you, but the Church!). These are men who suffered and died for the Lord Jesus Christ, and they have much to offer.

Every blessing betide you, Dear One.